I can't take anymore
every relentless door closing before me
every hug to the void
walking through this hell alone and blind
I feel so lost (can't hear my own voice)
Longing for hope (I could never give up)
I don't belong (why was I even born?)
Longing for hope (I could never give up)
No place is my home
(stay silent and look down)
Always feeling so weird
there's no place for me
Tired of all these voices
coming to me
This is not your place
Why do you run away
Trapped in conflicting thinking
All hope is gone
I feel so lost (can't hear my own voice)
Longing for hope (I could never give up)
I don't belong (why was I even born)
Longing for hope (I could never give up)
Feel like a ghost (can't hear my own voice)
Longing for hope (I dream to survive)
I can't take anymore
every relentless door closing before me
every hug to the void
walking through this hell alone and blind
credits
from Hiems Aeterna,
released January 30, 2023
Composed, recorded and produced by Olga
supported by 4 fans who also own “Longing for Hope”
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